God's Ongoing Project

Y'all I for certain am most grateful to God and Jesus Christ. Without them none of this life would be possible, plus I also wouldn't have been born so then there is that to. But I have done quite the 180 over the past year and a half and past year.

For certain, have been getting closer back to God but also becoming aware of some sins that were more sinful than I originally thought. As well as I am watching my sins now more carefully and being more careful. As well, I have been saved through some pretty hard times that really should've taken my life. For that I am grateful.

For that, I feel as if I am God's ongoing project one of countless, he has going on. I also feel blessed, to really still have all the abilities I do and stuff like that and to have my mind intact. I am also grateful for my health, but God doesn't promise health, and he doesn't promise wealth. He also, didn't ever promise a life without suffering and agony at times.

What I believe God did, was create us humankind to follow his set guidelines that are sinful and hurt him and Jesus. He forms us through life to make us warriors in faith; we are called to be part of Gods Army and fight Satan. I was not military or armed forces of any kind, but there is a spiritual warfare we are called to. Even if you do not want to fight, you will have to fight evil throughout life and fight sin and temptations.

I literally look at my life after ibogaine, as a spiritual reconnection (but did not know at the time) back to Christ and back to God. Plus, ibogaine restored my natural personality and I really have blossomed over this past year.

Needless to say, these past few years have been especially harder on me and my mom on our small horse ranch. This due to the passing of my dad September 17th, 2022, from lung, liver, and melanoma cancer. It started as melanoma and spread, but back to what I was saying. We have managed even through tight times; me and my mom are a strong team who are supper pumped about my book.

As well she is continuing working at the post office, I am just beginning my career writing and with the motivational stuff, really excited about the future and how bright appears.

As long as I am on earth though, I do owe it to God to praise him, worship him and spread his word. Hopefully y'all that is for years and years to come but not anything's guaranteed.

Total surrender point, when finally say I give everything over to you God. This has brought much inner peace, as well as happiness.

Much appreciated y'all, take care and God Bless

Kyle Christiansen