Ibogaine and Sobriety

Now anyone who has seen my Facebook, may see my sobriety was over a month after ibogaine treatment. Well, yes some of that was decompressing coming back, which was not drinking was only decompressing times. Later, begin to drink a couple of times but not a mass amount hose times and quit for September 15th, 2024, and haven't touched since. November 13th, 2025, I quit nicotine vape; I did that for my eyes, and to not piss my life down the drain.

My life was going nowhere good on alcohol, I would get severely lonely; dump mass amounts of alcohol on top of that added to depression and expect there not to be problems. I do not find problems cute, and really at heart never did find them funny at heart. When I went through a young adulthood phase, kind of thought making light out of problems was alright. But did not find them cute really, not one of those people that think having problems, and causing problems is cute because it's not.

But due to unwanted thoughts of those during brain injured phases heavy on as well, really battling delusions heavily those times. I was trying to clean up my act and my life, as well as quality of living.

It didn't go on long, it was killing me and my mom, I quit and haven't turned back, many other addictions I have quit therefore you add that with undesirable pain in certain area and overall and get cranky sometimes.

Also, with isolation at times, yes, I'm extremely friendly only get a little cranky at times due to mass amounts of pain, addictions quit and addiction pain, as well as pain from watching my more carefully and trying to live life by the word of God. I was a habitual sinner, and I am sorry for that, so sorry for the habitual sins of the past. I'm watching sins more closely now.