Complacency, Almost The Death Of Me.

Now, yall many times throughout i have fallen complacent in what doing, or driving forward, or fall stagnet. Those are the times; in which its vital to find something to drag me out. Whether it be, change of pace, of it be adding something else to motivational/inspirational stuff.

I am going to begin doing with other people as well; getting stories from their experience as well as what helped them cope. This will be put into my writings as well in future books. This will open up many doors for the motivational career, but I sometime falling complacancent in what write; will on occasion and much apologies for this but hit on same topics repeatedly or as do some motivational videos as well. I need to not fall complacent on anything at all. Need to stay forward thinking and forward flowing.

Especially, not looking back on my drinking; those years me and mom nearly surpassed. But anyways; things have been a lot more difficult , honestly maddening at times, trying to stay fresh and keep things new and original.

I still have so much I am going to do, as well as can think to do progressing forward besides what I have been doing already. I know there are more things i can do and show as well.

As well get some interviews with some people going; with people y’all that have fought some hard battles and hardships in life.

How they got through all of that and their coping mechanisms; which were healthy, helpful and useful are what looking to ask them from those things.

The lady who I am interviewing, this Wednesday; had an accident years back in a 1970’s bug, she was crushed in center her pain has to be severe. I know she is in an extreme amount of pain, which causes struggles with other stuff.

I was really going to to touch on that heavily; the mental battle that is there when the days are short and nights are long in extreme pain. No, I am not talking about clock set backs there, talking about when pain has you calling it earlier that day, and the nights are long because no matter what you do there s not comfort or relief.

Now, I put in over full days and stuff; however when I was injured at times, and also had that staph infection in my spine, I was broken up in little segments throughout the day and there was no comfort. There was, yes therapy i was pushing through the pain; but immediately after was throbbing all day after the 4th back surgery.

Anyways y’all pretty short and sweet today; God Bless Y’all, Glory to God!

Kyle Christiansen